I Pretended

i pretended i didn't hear you leave
but i wondered why didn't go
it seemed i didn't want to move anything
'cause it might change my memory

i pretended to my friends i was cool 'bout it
'cause they might woke me from my dream
it seemed i didn't want to face the reality
and risk forgetting what has been

i could run but i couldn't hide
i tried, i hardly tried
it seemed i couldn't fly away from the feelings in me
i could smile but inside i cried
i tried to forget you 'cause i was tired
but you seemed to move on easily

but i started counting my tears
put your voice out in my ears
'cause i don't want to pretend
that i ain't still over you

i pretended words by angelo zantua 4th of june, 2005