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You're Making Me Laught!

oops! ano ba yan nabasa ko. kinda kagulatsky. daming comments. feeling ko tuloy nasa korte ako eh. 'di pa nga ako tumatayo at ihayag mga salita ko sa abogadong tagapagtanggol nya, na-judge na kaagad ako ng hukom eh. well. it's okay lang. "tao lang kasi!". kasi kasi. para kasing 'di ako hinayaan munang mag-dream-dream. enjoy-enjoy muna mga memories. dwelling muna sa past. kasi heaven ang feeling eh. kaya nagpaiwan muna ako sa langit. getz ba? well, my ludicrous and unintelligible poems i wrote served as a therapy for me. it worked. successfully naman. buti na lang. i actually written a lot of poems. pero, whatever na lang! ahihi. well, anyway, natatawa lang ako kasi nakakatawa eh. smile. ;)

I Am Okay

oh, well. nakakapag isip-isip na din ako sa wakas ng maayos. mga ginawa ko, it's just a wasting time to think. believe me or not, i am okay. kasi nakakapagod na din. parang niloloko ko lang sarili ko kasi eh. hindi naman worthy at all mga ginawa ko. well, i guess i was learning and got to learn more. marami akong tanong at gustong sabihin. pero, siguro i keep it all to myself na lang or tapon ko na lang sa hangin. mahirap kasi mag-explain or magbigay ng comments. baka pa kasi ma-misunderstand lang ako. but i am truly okay with myself. trust me. ;)

I Pretended

i pretended i didn't hear you leave
but i wondered why didn't go
it seemed i didn't want to move anything
'cause it might change my memory

i pretended to my friends i was cool 'bout it
'cause they might woke me from my dream
it seemed i didn't want to face the reality
and risk forgetting what has been

i could run but i couldn't hide
i tried, i hardly tried
it seemed i couldn't fly away from the feelings in me
i could smile but inside i cried
i tried to forget you 'cause i was tired
but you seemed to move on easily

but i started counting my tears
put your voice out in my ears
'cause i don't want to pretend
that i ain't still over you

i pretended words by angelo zantua 4th of june, 2005

Never Be Mine

ain't no days
only lonely nights
cannot smile
just got teary eyes
wish i can fly away from this sight
'cause i fall every time your face creeps in my mind
it ain't funny
it ain't cool
just cannot stop thinking of you
so confused
don't know what to do
i'm not okay
i'm still not over you
wish i'm dreaming but it's real
pretending it's all cool
but it's like every seconds i die
wish didn't wish so hard
'cause the love that i sought can never be mine

never be mine words by angelo zantua 3rd of june, 2005