Hindi Inaasahang Pag-Ibig

tumitingin-tingin

sumusulyap-sulyap

hindi naman pinapansin

panay lang ang kurap

tinutukso-tukso

tawa lang ng tawa

kinikilos ay parang batang muang

nagkukunwaring walang alam

kinikilig

nabubulol at nagkakamali

iniiwasang titig

hindi mapakali

biglang nagkausap

sandali’y tinataglay

lumutang sa ulap

paligid ay puno ng kulay

ako’y namamangha

at nanatiling nagtataka

hindi naman hinahanap ngunit natagpuan

walang katok pumasok na lang sa may pintuan

pag-ibig ay sadiyang dumating

hindi naman hinihiling

wala naman hinihintay

dumating na lang sa buhay

hindi naman pinapangarap

ngunit sa isang iglap

ang pag-ibig ay aking kaharap

hindi inaasahang pag-ibig words by Angelo Zantua 15th of March, 2012

Salita Vol. 2

hinde pilit, dahil kusa.

parang kumakapit, dahil ayaw magdusa

ang maghintay ng walang katapusan ay

parang naghintay ka rin ng hindi mo na umpisahan.

kung may sagot, may tanong.

pero hindi lahat ng tanong ay sinasagot.

kahit nakapikit nakakakita,

pero ang nakadilat minsan nagbubulagbulagan.

salita vol. 2 words by angelo zantua 3rd of november, 2009

Today

today was yesterday's tomorrow

today will be tomorrow's yesterday

yesterday's today was yesterday

tomorrow's today is tomorrow

yesterday's day after tomorrow is tomorrow

tomorrow's day before yesterday was yesterday

the day before yesterday's tomorrow was yesterday

the day after tomorrow's yesterday is tomorrow

the day before yesterday's day after tomorrow

and the day after tomorrow's day before yesterday

are both today

thinking of you every day

like today

today words by angelo zantua 30th of august, 2009

Puwede Ba?

minsan puwede

minsan 'di puwede

kelan ba natin malalaman na puwede?

at kelan ba din natin malalaman na 'di puwede?

puwede minsan

'di puwede minsan

puwede ba natin malaman kung kelan puwede na?

at puwede rin ba natin malaman kung kelan 'di puwede?

kung puwede, 'di naman puwede

kung di' puwede, puwede naman

may puwede

may 'di puwede

kapag 'di puwede, pinipilit natin maging puwede

kapag puwede naman, pinipilit naman natin maging 'di puwede

kapag minsan puwede, puwede

kung 'di puwede, minsan'di talaga puwede

pero minsan, kung gugustohin,

puwedeng maging pwede ang 'di puwede

at puwedeng-puwede 'di maging puwede ang puwede

kaya, puwede ba!?

puwede ba? words by angelo zantua 7th of august, 2009

Naburang Pag-Ibig

tinangay ng ihip ng hangin
sa mga patak ng ulan nabura
natuyo sa sinag ng araw
naglaho na parang bula

ninakaw ng gabi
nawala sa dilim
inagaw ng madamot na panahon
at itinago na parang lihim

parang ganyan ang ating pag-ibig
natunaw na lang bigla
'di na madinggin ang himig
dahil nilisan ng sigla

may luha ang sampal ng iglap
ang palo ng lamig dama
yakap ang sarili
nagtatanong kung ito'y tama

sa ala-ala lilitaw
nagsasabing ito ang takdang panahon
kahit masakit dapat bumitaw
dahil ito'y aral mula pa noon

naburang pag-ibig by angelo zantua 5th of october, 2008

Ano Ba Ang Tama?

‘di mo masabi
minsan di mo mabanggit
dahil minsan sa dulo ng labi
kung ito’y aaminin masakit

alam mong mali
minsan ginagawa mong tama
pero sa huli
ito’y magwawagi sa isang kurap ng ‘yong mata

maraming tanong
alam mong isa lang ang sagot
pero minsan ‘di mo ‘to pinapansin
kahit itago man, sa wakas ika’y lagot

dahil ito’y lilitaw parin
madalas naghahanap tayo ng dahilan
para sandaling makalimutan
pero kahit sa dilim
nagniningning ang katotohanan

ito ba’y masama?
ito ba’y batas?
ito ba’y laban sa paniniwala?
ito ba’y ang makasalanan na prutas?
pero ang tanong lagi, ano ba ang tama?

ano ba ang tama? words by angelo zantua 16th of september, 2008

I'm Leaving

i'm leaving today

'cause i can't longer stay

i don't know what the future will bring

but i'm on my way

tomorrow i'll be gone

'cause today i'm about to leave

there's no turning back

'cause i'm on my track

goodbye my friend

but this is not the end

this is the new beginning

that's why i choosed to leave

i want to be free

i want a new start

i want to be me

i am on my path

i'm leaving now

i'm leaving words by angelo zantua 31st of july, 2008

My Nothingness Needs You

the seconds need the minutes

the minutes need the hours

the hours need the days

the days need the weeks

the weeks need the months

and the months need the years

like i need you here

i have nothing but full of tears

and my nothingness needs your near

'cause i miss you...

there are no years when there are no months

no months

no weeks

we have no weeks when we have no days to share

we have no days when we don't spend hours together

every seconds in the minutes of the hours is you that my nothingness misses

longing to spend the time of ours

i have nothing but loneliness

and my nothingness needs your power

'cause i miss you

i need you

honey, and i love you

my nothingness needs you words by angelo zantua 31st of july, 2008

Salita Vol. 1

hintaying na hintayin,

dahil kahit hindi abangin,

darating.

ang malayo ay malapit,

dahil kapag nais,

kayang puntahin.

pilitin abutin ang taas,

dahil sa baba ang ugat,

ng pag-angat.

ang tahimik ay puno ng ingay,

dahil kahit walang banggitin,

ito'y rinig.

salita vol. 1 words by angelo zantua 30th of july, 2008

Card

i wrote you a card
but i'd never the guts to send it
perhaps i was only afraid
or maybe you'd misinterpret the messages of it

i found the card
when suddenly the thoughts of you crept in my mind
i have to admit it
i kept the card in a box
but i never sent it

card words by angelo zantua 30th of july, 2008

Weekend Affair

friday night

we've first met

in a dark sight

we've left..

saturday night

secretly second date

morning light

we've drifted..

to a secret place

we've left the world behind

somewhere out in the space

that no one could find

and we've found ourselves laying in the clouds

we did that, we did this, and we did love

and we've disappeared on sunday for a secret affair

we made that, we made this and we made love

we found us holding each other's hands

eye to eye, and we kissed in our secret rendezvous

we saw that, we saw this and we saw love

weekend affair words by angelo zantua 13th of july, 2008

Sober

the club was crowded

looking each other

flashing lights surrounded

like a magnetic force we came closer

it's not wrong

it's not right

but it felt so intense

and that night was our night

didn't care of someone else

it's just happened

our lips suddenly touched

this wasn't planned

but i liked it much

so we pressed our bodies so tightly

and i kissed your lips so tenderly

were lost in the trance

while we danced

but we didn't care what's around us

soberly we left the club

we've been suprised by the morning light

to the hotel we took the cab

and continued the splendor of you and i

sober words by angelo zantua 12th of july, 2008

My Thursday

if you'd forget all the words

and hardly to speak

i would still hear you

if there's no more songs

and forget how to sing

i'd humm one for you

if you'd forget our melody

and the beats its rhythm

i'd take you to dance

and if there's no more rhymes

and no phrases to build

i'd be your sentence

even if you're miles away

like a distant star

i still feel you close to me

because i know in my heart

my feelings for you wont change

my thursday

my thursday words by angelo zantua 10th of july, 2008

Rooftop

an obscure place to hide

where my dreams can't escape

and where i can keep my secrets safely

a place of realization

where my visions are clear

and where i can focus my fantasies

a place that far from doubts

where my mind is free

and where i can create thoughts clearly

my hiding place

there's no place like rooftop

the only place that i can be me

rooftop words by angelo zantua 23rd of october, 2007

Sa Paskong Darating

ang pasko'y sasapit

ngunit ika'y nasa malayo

malayo sa piling ko

paano na itong puso?

magiisa pa ba ito ulit

daraan ba ang pasko

na hindi kita kasama

muling sasapit ang pasko

bakit wala ka ang tanong puso

hindi ba kita makikita

hindi ba kita masisilayan

pag sumapit na ang pasko

malapit na ang pasko

ako'y ba magiisa ang tanong ng damdamin

nasaan ka

makapiling ka sana sa paskong darating

sa paskong darating

pangarap kang muli mayakap

ikaw ang laging hanap

nitong malungkot na puso

sa paskong darating words by angelo zantua 15th of october, 2007

Feed My Doubt

body and soul

i'm yearning for your love

i can't control

i want you so bad

sick and tired

but i'm still waiting

cause this fire in me burns because of you

toss and turn

i have sleepless nights

my pillow burns

can't stop the tears in my eyes

i wish and hope

sooner you'll be back

cause i missed you

how i need you so much

thoughts run wild

my imagination scares me

there's one thing in my mind

do you still care?

oh baby, oh honey

this flame burns inside and out

oh i am so lonely

please come to me and feed my doubt

feed my doubt words by angelo zantua 8th of october, 2007

Sitting With Nonesense

outside of the window

the cold wind blows

sitting here in the empty room

there's nothing but gloom

surely the evening will come

defenitly i'll be a lonely one

sitting here alone in the dark

there's nothing but spark

waiting in the nothingness

solitary with my mess

time passes me by

there's nothing i can do but try

captured in the corner

staring the reflections in the mirror

sitting here in the silence

there's nothing but nonsense

sitting with nonesense words by angelo zantua 24th of semptember, 2007

Your Prisoner

have you realized just what you mean to me

you got me locked up in the prison of love

don't wanna go away from your captivity

so take me under arrest

under your spell or under my own power

i don't wanna go away from here

just lock the door of my liberty

and capture the key of my heart

i fell in love the first time i saw you and have been falling in love ever since

i follow you like a shadow obssesionally

hands up i risk my life to you

this is my testimony

and hope you feel my evidence

it's a crime of passion in every sense

justice would decide if you stay here on the roof

but now take me i'm your prisoner

your prisoner words by angelo zantua 2nd of march, 2007

Tara, Sa Bubong!

tara

akyat tayo sa taas ng bubong

malungkot dyan sa may silong

kaya tara

akyat na lang tayo sa taas ng bubong

huwag kang makinig sa mga bulong

kaya tara

umakyat na lang tayo sa bubong

aakayin kita kung gusto mo ng tulong

kaya tara

doon na lang tayo sa may bubong

sa itaas mabagal ang oras parang pagong

kaya tara

akyat tayo ng bubong

makikita mo lahat kapag ika'y sa taas pumatong

kaya tara

akyat tayo sa taas ng bubong

di ka magugutom

sa taas may handang talong at tahong

kaya tara

umakyat na lang tayo sa taas ng bubong

hayaan mo mga manok dyan sa silong na pang sabong

kaya tara

doon na lang tayo sa bubong

tara, sa bubong!

tara, sa bubong! words by angelo zantua 1st of march, 2007

Alam ko Alam Mo

kahit di mo sabihin, alam ko, dama ko sa mga salita mo, kahit di ko banggitin, alam mo, kitang-kita sa mga kilos mo, alam mo, alam ko ang sasabihin mo, kahit di mo sabihin, alam ko, napapansin ko sa mga ngite mo, kahit di ko na banggitin, alam mo, sinasabi na ng mga sulyap mo, alam ko, alam mo ang nasa isip ko, alam mo, alam ko, alam ko alam mo

alam ko alam mo words by angelo zantua 9th of april, 2006